It’s Day Three. I gave up smoking on Sunday night, and now it’s Wednesday. I *did* cheat last night and had ONE cigarette. But only one. And I’m still a ‘non-smoker’.
I’m feeling the effects. I am so moody and annoyed at everything. Everybody and everything is annoying me at the moment. I don’t [...]

It’s nearly a whole day and I haven’t had a single cigarette! I felt so pleased with myself, I decided to come for a walk by the beach instead of going straight home.
So here I am, sitting watchin the waves, listening to my ipod and sucking on my nicotine inhalator. I love my [...]

I have been unable to get an internet connection on my computer all weekend, so decided to check my emails n blog from my mobile..
I’ve basically done nothing all weekend. I think i needed that though. I’m so so tired and the weather was awful anyway, so it wasn’t much of a loss [...]

I’m at the train station waiting..I missed my train because ‘nightmare user’ called up at 15seconds to 5 and kept me on the phone.She only started today and has called 10times already for different things!
Work has been dead most of today,but we amused ourselves laughing at Victor’s senior moments.Yesterday, he sent out an [...]

I’m on the train.And its pretty packed. I don’t like the man opposite me because he looks like a John Major caricature. And that wierds me out.
I’m listening to a woman talk over the aisle. Her and her companion seem to do the whole ‘talking with my eyes closed’ thing. From the body language [...]

I just got a new moblog script so im testing how it works with image files.This is the most geeky fun ive had in ages! Here-have a picture of the train station this morning.

I cheated. I went outside at lunchtime and had *half* of a cigarette. (I would have had a full one, but it was too windy and kept going out)
I’m still ‘giving up’ though. I stuck a cherry flavoured lollipop in my mouth straight afterwards though. And I’m not planning on having any more cigarettes today. [...]

I’m losing my grip on reality. It’s lunchtime. And I’ve not had a cigarette all morning. And I’ve got a giggle fit. I can’t stop laughingt! And it’s a nightmare! I’m supposed to be answering the phone, but I can’t. And everyone is giving me funny looks coz I can’t stop giggling. And I can’t [...]

So, I gave up smoking today. And right now I just want to cry. I managed to get through the ‘waiting for the train first thing in the morning’ habitual cigarette. And I managed to get through the ‘cigarette before going into work’ time, and I’ve just managed to get past the ‘cigarette break’.
I’ve [...]

Well, training went well today, though I’m a bit knackered. That’s what comes from trying to get my head around PACE in an afternoon though.
We got a tour of a brand new custody / detainment centre and a basic outline of what our role should be. It sounds interesting, if a little daunting at [...]