OMG! I’m actually going out tomorrow night!! I got messaged on Gaydar this evening from a random woman. She’s meeting up with a friend and one other random woman tomorrow night. And invited me along. Woo hoo!
I’m hating this ‘limited to how many messages you can send in a day due to you being [...]

What the hell is that bug?? I just found it crawling up the curtains in my living room..
*shudder*

I was going to update yesterday, but I was so down and pissed off it would just have been another whinge, so I decided to wait. And I’m feeling better this morning.
Human contact. That’s what does it. That’s all I need. and I got some last night. Someone I know gave me a lift [...]

Just a little update tonight I think. I’m in an ok mood at the moment. I’ve been down for a couple of days but I seem to have gotten myself out of it today. Mainly thanks to Vannessa and fsr. Fsr encouraged me to send off an application for an internal job vacancy and it [...]

Well, I went to the Doctor and she confirmed that I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, which is possibly why I’ve been finding it hard to lose weight. She’s put me on the pill to try and regulate my hormones and increased my thyroxine to try and deal with the exhaustion and asked me to go [...]

I’m not really sure what to say at the moment. I’m having a bit of blogger’s block.. The weekend went ok - mostly because I slept through the majority of it lol! I watched the football on Saturday afternoon, then promptly fell asleep and didn’t wake up until 10.30pm. On Sunday, I didn’t do much [...]

Oh God.. It’s getting close to the weekend, and it’s getting me down.
I’ve been fine today, if a bit tired. But right now, I’m dreading the next few days.
The weather is glorious. I can sit on my balcony or go to the beach and read a book. But I’ll be on my own, again. [...]

Update on the whole blood test / Doctor’s appointment thingy.. A couple of days after I got the results, the surgery called me up and said that the Doctor needed to see me and would like to make an appointment. So now, I actually have an appointment to see the Doctor, rather than having to [...]

Being able to blog from bed can sometimes be a bad thing. If you’re scared of honesty, I suppose. But then again, I’ve written so much into this blog, that there are very few things I *haven’t* mentioned at one point or another. And I need to get these feelings out somehow.
Most days I’m [...]

I just want someone who wants to spend time with me. Someone who likes me for who I am and calls me up because they actually want to hear my voice, or want my company.
I want someone who gives a shit how I’m feeling. Someone who cares whether I ate anything today. Who notices if [...]